"today makes it a year. 2/20/12. it still hasn’t hit me that your never coming to visit. I saw your parents yesterday. its crazy how much you look like your mom. you have your moms dark skin and long brown hair. I wish you could come back so all of our friends from the studio could hangout together one last time and I would have so much more memories with you then I already have when we were little. you have no idea how many people miss you down here. Jessica claims that she knew you every well which is so fucking weird, but oh well I guess. everyone misses you lauren and wishes you never left us. every day I wonder why did you have to go so early and so young. it definitely wasn’t your time to go. ill see you again someday, I know it. im trying so hard to be strong like I know you want it to be but you don’t understand how hard it is. paige is doing really well with the staying strong thing. I love you lauren. RIP"